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UPDATES. It's 8:49 AM I have been up mostly all night trying to get all my assignments done while maintaining a social life. These past weeks have not been prevailing. My mind was not functioning how it normal should have, which causes lost of thinking. This resulted in me not coming up with successful designs for my project that were throughly thought out. However, all of that changed when I spoke with my mother about my issues. Surprisingly, it is was then I begin to come up with a full description for each and every idea I had in mind. I guess it a mother's intuition that brings us as their children back to earth. As I spoke with her, I was able to blabber about every pin that's been poking. And boy did I ramble! I mean the women hardly got  a word in but she knew I just needed ear to listen. When I stopped talking, and allowed her to speak. She was able to give a few words of advice: " Never be afraid to say what is on your mind, and be sure to follow the script as written out." Even though, she did not say it in an extravagant, philosophical way she was able to tell me to speak mind and go with my intentions. I knew then I must no longer be humble, and voice my opinion. I must no longer second guess my opinion but follow my own intuition. I once read that: "God's promises to guide us when we reach out to Him." In many ways, I have to always search for His well being so that he may continue to bless me in times of grief. 

God Bless,

Steven Brown